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Saturday, October 15, 2005

Running in Place......

Do you ever feel like your running in place? I mean spiritually....I just always get so mad at myself, I tell God that I'm sorry and say that I'll continue to turn to Him but then I always mess up again....It gets sooooo annoying. And then after I do mess up I feel like I can't go to God because He's mad at me, I know this isn't true but it just seems so real. It feels like I have to be perfect all the time to get God to be pleased with me, and I know that isn't true either. I just wish I could get a revelation of His unconditional love for me. I feel like that one part in the Bible where Paul says something like, the things that I want to do I don't do, and things I don't want to do I do.

2 Comments:

  • At 5:18 PM, October 16, 2005, Blogger christmaslight said…

    Ya know Amber it's pretty weird when you get mad at yourself. We all do youre sitting here right beside me and im afraid of your nail so ill write a serious on. I feel like im running in place. Continue your blog and inspiring work.

     
  • At 6:42 PM, October 16, 2005, Blogger Amber McCarthy said…

    Jared, you write the weirdest things ...but thanks for the comments.

     

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