Alrighty, another day and more thinking to go along with it. Now, I even though I have a ton of things on my mind I don't think I want to write them down on the internet for everyone to see, some things I think are best to keep between you and God. Sometimes I wish I could tell someone, but who would I tell? Anway, what did I do today? Not anything overly exciting I guess, I did quite a bit of homework (preparing for a huge exam this coming tuesday) and I went to work (which by the way was EXTEMELY busy but fun). Monday I start my internship and I'm kinda nervous, I just hope its fun seeing as I have to put in 15 hours a week there. Like I said before I am reading that "Captivating" book right now by John and Stasi Eldredge and its sooooo....good. However, its bringing a lot of things up that is sometimes hard to deal with, I would rather just shove my feelings down and act like nothings going on inside rather than reveal them and become vulnerable. But, how will I ever be healed and truely restored then? It brings up so many good points and things that I desperately need to hear right now, even though its seems like at the moment it is making somethings harder. I don't know if I am even making sense right now, but I can't explain everything I am thinking right now, I don't know who all reads this thing. "Waiting" I guess is a good term for what I am thinking and feeling right now. Waiting for many different things. Anway, I think I am going to stop now because this probably doesn't make sense....